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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRADER

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so HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI everyone :) today 12.11.2011 my sec brother's birthday. no late night party, huge present, free kiss for him. hihi, why? i do not know either. so yah, see the picture? haha, the picture was taken at Melacca historical town.  act, kiteorang adik beradik memang sangat sangat rapat, sebab dari kecik sampai ke besar semuenye tak pernah terpisah. maybe adik beradik orang lain ade yang masuk asrama, pindah sekolah ke. disebabkan takpernah berpisah bile abangabang aku masuk uitm, aku dah macam WHATTHEHELLISGOINON? sunyi der dekat rumah. eh, lari topic pulak. haah, dengan budak sekor ni, memang aku takpernah tunjuk aku punye romantic cemane. bukan ego, tapi segan. hiwhiw. tapi takpe, die takkan bacenye blog aku ni haa. so dont worry okay. mase kekecik, abg ery jage die, bile aku dah wujud, die pulak kene jage aku. yelah, aku adik die kan? memang ah kene. haha, even die tak tunjuk kemachoan die cemane depan aku, tapi aku tau ah DIE SAYANG AKU , yelah sebab aku se…

beautiful girl

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Assalammualaikum everyone :) It's been literally 4-5 days since my last post, I'm tremendously sorry eventho nobody cares.




Everywhere I go, I see pretty girls walking around with their cool branded outfits and I'm here, being small, just walking past their life with an old bag and some random outfit I randomly choose from the not-so-big closet of mine. 

I kept on reminding myself, everybody's beautiful. Everybody has their own special way. Blah blah blah, whatever. But beneath my positive thinking and helpless thoughts, there's something in me just keeps on saying, you're the ugliest girl alive. Hah, too much? Sigh, I actually do care about what people think.  I honestly don't know why.

I'm basically surrounded by such beautiful girls and I often think to myself that I'm never good enough. I'm never going to be the girl who walks by a class and everyone looking at her, eyes all full of jealousy. I'm never going to be the girl that stands out. I…